by behind_you » Sun Oct 02, 2011 3:22 pm
Hey, some of you know me from before.
In case you don't, I've been coding in Quake since Jan 2011. I've been working solo for my entire 'career', mainly learning from tutorials and such. My biggest accomplishment would have to be my . As for why I'm leaving, I'll get to that in a minute.
I would like to say something before I go. On this forum, there are quite a few people here (you know who you are, don't bother denying it) who know a vast amount about QuakeC, ssqc, csqc and the likes but yet they don't bother sharing any of their knowledge. I found that those people considered themselves above everyone else and whenever they're asked for help, instead of assisting they downplay the other by calling them a 'noob'. I ask, why this childish behaviour? Is your ego so large that you aren't even capable of helping those you see as 'lower' than you? If you're thinking that what I'm saying is unfounded and based on one or two experiences, just keep in mind that I can come up with a list of topic links in a split second that illustrate my point exactly. Some will think "These pros don't have the time to help out as they are buried beneath their own projects". Yet these same 'pros' also find the time to bash and insult.
I'm not generalizing. There are some experts here who do help out. But seriously, I've been working shit hard on QuakeC for 8 months, and yet I can't even send the damn player entity through csqc! In fact, I can only draw HUDS in csqc. Why can't I do these things? It's not because I'm stupid since I am not stupid. You can teach yourself the language, you can teach yourself how to make functions, call them, create floats and entities and vectors, and all this crap. You CAN'T teach yourself how to utilize prediction in csqc or send the player entity through to csqc or draw a mini-screen on the HUD or blend frames, etc. You need to be TAUGHT these things, or sit and study every last line of code in the DP or FTE engine. Doing this would take ages and in the meantime, you get bashed on the forum for being a 'noob'.
This is why I'm leaving. After 8 months of this, the joy of modding has turned into endless frustration. Farewell to everyone. And to those who say 'Good Riddance' I say Good Riddance to you too.